Hey all! Well, its been so long since i last did any updating on my blog. Yup, you're right! another new blog of mine. Hehe, let me see... this should be my third blog? Well i DO HOPE i dint give up updating again x(.. Guess I'm still having my long, boring, dull, lonely holiday. Countless things happened, be it happy, be it sad, be it heart breaking... i ha vent been able to sleep good for the past one month.. its real tiring, real saddening, real torturing. I cant find the mood to do anything, neither can i do them right... I'm really down right now theres nothing i can do at home... This is probably the worse holiday i ever had i wonder when will it ever end.. Well some know some dint.. those who dont just shut up and dont ask so much x)...
Lets begin with recent stuff which i can remember alright?
Guess what I'm sick right now! I'm down with flu and I'm real tired, poor me. I finished using 2 boxes of tissue!! im amazed at how fast i spammed the tissues =D! Well if you are wondering why I'm sick? simple. Well it all started yesterday, Saturday 21st of march, i went out to do some "market" research. Went to familiar places where i always go with _, and right now I'm at those places alone. Stood in the MRT from the point where it started raining till the rain stopped. Watching each and every single raindrop falling from the sky, it really made me feel like crying. But part of my eyes were real RED. Most of my time spent on this day was just used on travelling, yes nothing but travelling. the places i went i did not stay for more then 20mins and I'm on way to the next destination. Somehow i find it real hard to walk in those places. Well never mind. Throughout the whole day the only meal i had was my dinner. haha pathetic me right? even though i was hungry i dint have mood to eat anything, another reason could be because im trying to save up for something. Well, later in the day i went over to edmond's house to collect some debt hahaha. Well, its a real pain in the ass to walk there cause it was raining. Yup i was kind of wet when i reached there. Well same thing as i was walking back home from his house. Throughout the whole journey the only thing that's on my mind would probably be....
Hmm, lets see on, Tuesday 17th of march, went out with the same usual group over to causeway point to watch movie "Race to the Witch Mountain". Well as usual, i wonder is something wrong with me or something else, i waited 45mins just for everyone to meet up. well i wasn't angry or whatsoever, I'm just thinking about something else which somehow time files when I'm doing that. On the bus, i enclosed myself into my own world and blast music from my mp3 while staring out at the scenery which i hardly get a chance to. Finally, we reached there. went to walk around the place. emotions started to build up as time passed. Some might have noticed some might not. well who cares anyway. Alright then had "early" dinner i supposed? after dinner slacked around while waiting for time to pass. Edmond and me went to do some lonely shopping x). After some time, went in to watch the movie, after that some hero volunteer and drag everyone to send rosanne home. well im not against it so lets go? well, sure is kind of late when we reached there? went to her house, stay for about half an hour, watching them do stupid stuff saying random stuff. and we're on our way back home. its was pretty late at that time. we dint managed to catch for the last bus at woodland interchange. And we resort to CAB! well guess it was around $6 per person. well that ends our day.
Well, had 2 chalets during this holiday. One was during edmond's birthday, the other was my poly-class chalet. Let's start with our class chalet. As usual im one of those who will reach EARLY for duno what reason. It was raining throughout the whole day until ard 5pm or so before the rain stopped. Did some shopping with friends and its freaking cold in the fair price although im wearing jacket. Then went over to our chalet while im waiting there with another fren as the rest went to collect the key. i was washing my feet while waiting =D? weird? nothing really x). then finally the key is here! Went in and started unpacking stuff. some set up the PS2, some pack stuff into the frigde, some where slacking *im one of them =D*. Then we're all playing after an hour or so. PSP-ed PS2-ed chat etc etc. later in the day finally people began to swarm in. started with the BBQ. until around 10+ and went home. Returned to the chalet the next day in the morning or was it early afternoon? i forgot. When i reached saw people playing mahjong. i was really -_- at the way they play mahjong. nvm then we slacked awhile and all went to lunch together at mac. i guess we did some shopping at ehub cant really remember. after that yeah returned to our "home" and continued to slack further. until around dinner time we went to eat KFC. somehow we watched a midnight movie, if i remember correctly the movie was "Push". then after that, slowly walked back and slacked till morning. and i slept for like 2-3 hours =D? then went home after that.
Next up, edmond's chalet. Volunteer to be one of those who will go there early ?_?. Went over to edmond's house early and to find out that we gotta wait until his mother arrive before we can get going. Well his house sure is noisy.. shouting everywhere we go. for more details please ask Jasmine or Edmond =]. Then finally we're on our way there!. reached there, we started putting things into the fridge etc etc. And we began our cleaning =D! Heros of that day was Edmond and JX. washed the floor so clean =D. No dirt no nothing thats wad i think =D. Then sat down eat my lunch -CHICKEN Rice-. then slacked watched TV while waiting for people to arrive. Then i watched people trying to start fire. well im lazy to cause i duno how and i dun wanna dirty my hand =]. See them fail so many times i got nothing to say. i started being the camera man for that time took pictures of everyone. Until our hero,Tia Li Jian, came and get the ball rolling. He built his EMPIRE with only one try and it lasted for more then 6 hours. haha then we started to BBQ!! well while i was BBQ-ing i sure did missed out on alot of fun. But i finally gave up being the one who BBQ. and went to play with the rest. FInally celebration, sing song for edmond and took pictures before cutting the cake. Poor thing gotta use his mouth to pull out the candles. i hope it dont happen to me =D!! then when it was midnight we started playing games which Jasmine and Edmond had planned!. Well all the games was overall fun and exciting. and around 3am-4am some were tired and went to sleep. And we began playing mahjong. played until morning 730am or so. it was my turn to sleep =D! seems like some of them were having fun while im asleep T_T. so unfair. i shldnt have slept x-x. haha. Packed up and such, bath and waited until we book out. Went over to AMK HUB to watch a movie "Pink Panther 2". Edmond actually fell asleep at the beginning! his snore was loud enough for me to hear. hahah. after that we took a stroll over to Gary house since jasmine need to take something from him. while i part way with them and walked to AJC. pretty obvious? and went home after that. Guess thats all i can recall..
Well throughout the whole holiday, there were alot of things on my mind. I couldnt really enjoy whatever i did. Sometimes i felt like crying but i couldnt. Sometimes i felt real alone and need someone to accompany me, i couldnt find one. I wanted to talk to someone but i couldnt bring myself to. Ended up, i resort to running exercising to tire myself from all this. even so its useless. I dunno what i can say about myself.. sigh.. all i wanna say is sorry? but will you even contact me? haha.. Guess thats all folks. Will update real soon guys!
