Alright finally had our first OTBS lesson! oh well... was damn pissed off when the teacher said gonna have a 4 hours of lesson today -_-..kao..thank god it was shifted to next wed..oh well.. after that went over to nyp, wow! tried taking bus this time round and it was around 40mins!!! well shld be the same as me taking the MRT..cuz i didnt have to wait for the bus xD...oh well..head hurting the whole journey there.. x-x.. finally! reached nyp, slowly slacked there met up with mond and bear had japanese lunch o-o! i ordered Tori Kon-- something something.. well known as deep fried chicken o-o!..hahaha..after that met up with jian and rosanne..and went to the stadium to run..hais.. damn sad and pissed off...those two TALK ONLY hor..say so much ended up nothing done -_-..oh well, so i went only managed to run 5 rounds of outer lane and rested twice... NOOO im too weak..need to train more...anyone up with me running on monday ? PLEASE SOMEONE T_T... then went over to causeway point..met up with bin, bought movie tix for Taken, hmm quite nice.. =D, then slowly after movie rushed for the toliet! hahaha usual stuff =D... then went home le lo =D

Oh no..tml school start at 4...end at 6...hais...abit regret sia..shld have changed CDS to make my thurs FREE...nvm..=D.. time for dinner! im god damn tired now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

♥ Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Oh boy oh boy..i tot of going to school abit later then usual. ended up i reached sch the same time as always -_-... oh well..as usual all alone in da morning, sat outside the class and waited for teacher to come... sigh..well actually nothing much to talk about.. since like all the POM lesson for today everyone was laughing at me o-o? hahaha go ask those having POM lesson today =]. OB was damn boring..the tutor kept telling stories for each question..yet..he still managed to dismiss us early..OMG.. good good... then dismiss from school le! slowly took my time walked to 27 busstop.. sigh.. reached home and slept all the way till 10...head/chest hurting while slping omg.. sigh.. im slping quite early these few days..i duno..maybe trying not to think so much..giving myself a break or wad ba.. haha nites all time to slp!

P.S. HEY YOU read my blog dun wanna tag ar! u know who u are, and i know who u are! =D

♥ Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Officially start of the school term.. sigh.. same as usual.. nothing much just had business Stat Tut and Lect. sigh..after school waited for the rest and went off to play b-ball.. slacked in school till 530.. dint feel like reaching home at all.. why? obviously.. hais.. then began my walk to tampines mall...finally i got the courage to go there!!! why? not to see galgal of cuz LOL.. went to to shop shop..yeah alone hais.. went tampines 1..wow.. quite nice.. basically same shop as other shopping malls..just more discount due to opening? sigh..so many things i need opinion on yet shes not there LOL.. oh well... suddenly got all emotional while shopping halfway..probably due to all double double im seeing sigh... weee thats all =D nites! im real tired.. chest is hurting with each breathe i take in... my days are numbered! come attend my funeral okay!!!

P.S. oh yeah ppl! i may A.O. sometimes on msn. so if you need anything just talk to me. sometimes i may forget to change back to online! if i dun reply sms me!!!!!!!!!!!!

♥ Monday, April 27, 2009

Im totally not feeling well right now..sigh..my head have been hurting ever since school started..i duno wads the cause..sometimes its quite unbearable..wad is actually happening to me..? right now I'm done hungry..real hungry..I'm back to square one..? been thinking all about her again..gosh.. right now my whole body is acting up..especially my chest..the pain is back again..hais...i miss her.. oh well..

Saturday, 25Th of april, went out with the usual peeps to watch 17again..well met up with Edmond at 1..went over to NYP with him cause he got some group discussion crap..then met up with bear Rosanne later on..waited until around 5 and we set off without Edmond why? cause hes taking too much time to finish -_-..hmm the movie was overall quite nice and interesting..somehow brings emotion to one person as well..especially at the court scene..lol..oh well.. after that..slacked around... searched for place to eat..finally settled down blablabla..hmm Im done =D! nothing much to say..right now too much stuffs on my mind..gotta take quite some time to sort things out..sigh..

P.S. I wonder, who will be there to catch/support me when i fall. I wonder, who will be there to cheer me up when I'm down/upset. I wonder, who will be there to lend me a shoulder to lean on when I'm tired or exhausted. I wonder, who will give me the support i need in different situation.
I wonder, who will be there to wipe off the tears that i shed. I wonder, who will be there to take care of me when im sick. Sigh.. =]... slowly ba.. trying to retrieve back all the lost pieces of my life ever since that day.. i got a feeling it will take longer then i anticipated...

sigh..i wonder..how long has it been since i last watched tv..ever since after that day..i dint sit infront of the tv for more then 10mins..sigh.. yeah..hahaha..=]..its been like...2months 9days? counting down more.. lol right now im watching Star award.. well probably the only show ill be watching.. haha.. loneliness..just sucks..ppl!

♥ Sunday, April 26, 2009

Lets see..i haven eaten anything ever since i woke up at 11am.. 23rd or april.. sigh.. wad a day.. such a meaningful day to me..yet..oh well..yeah woke up..on my comp to start organising my stuff..been messing with my comp lately.. sigh.. lets see..i was trying to convert movie from avi to mp4 format..god damn..its taking me forever..sigh..no choice but to leave it on and go for sch.. oh well.. left home around 255.. reached sch ard 330.. sigh..finally its 4 and our cds started!..oh well..quite interesting u know..haha..i got a new nickname MR-UNpopular.. lol..oh well..wadeva..so be it.. then after lesson ended at 610...slacked around in sch till 625..and im PREPARED to go home..
like how u asked? i took a BIG BIG BIG detour home..i travelled from east to west..got to the place i need..walked for 1hour10mins non-stop climbed stairs back down again..then walked back to the mrt station..sigh..im sick..my whole body feeling weird... sigh.. nearly fell down a few times while walking..energy seems to be drained away from my legs...sigh..and i finally reached home at 10! and i still haven eaten anything right now..sigh... ^_^...im tired..
sigh... nites all...


such things always comes in pair.. do u know..? lol

♥ Thursday, April 23, 2009

Hmm lets see... random post first.. been into 2 songs lately..hmm how about 3..?

王力宏-心跳

想跟我吵架我没那么无聊
不懂得道歉我没那么聪明
好想要回到我们的原点
你又在哭泣我给不了安慰
我又在摇头有那么点后悔
爱情的发展已难以回头却无法往前走
但身不由己出现在胸口
两颗心能塞几个问号
爱让我们流多少眼泪
你的眼神充满美丽带走我的心跳
你的温柔如此靠近带走我的心跳
逆转时光到一开始能不能给一秒
等着哪一天你也想起那悬在记忆中的美好

周杰伦-说好的幸福呢

你的回话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这
真的痛了
怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不等了
说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了
放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
你的回话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这
真的痛了
怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不等了
说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了
放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
我都还记得
你不等了
说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了
放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着要怎么停呢

Vanessa Hudgens - Vulnerable

When I think about you and me
I get a little weak in the knees
I feel the flutter of a butterfly in
Sometimes I can hardly breathe
So baby... (Baby)
Hold me now (Hold me, Hold me now)
I can't tell if I am lost or found
('Cause I'm living in a dream and I don't want to wake up, wake up)
And I don't know how to let you in (Don't know, Don't know)
Or let you go, I'm so vulnerable
Hold me now (Hold me)
Please baby don't let me down ('Cause I'm living in a dream and I don't want to wake up)
I know for sure that you're the cure (Coming down with a case of 'I love you more', I don't want to be vulnerable)
When it comes to this book of us
I think it's time now to turn the page
And I don't want to say I love you first
But my heart it can't hardly wait
So baby... (Baby)
Hold me now (Hold me, Hold me now)
I can't tell if I am lost or found ('Cause I'm living in a dream and I don't want to wake up, wake up)
And I don't know how to let you in (Don't know, Don't know)
Or let you go, I'm so vulnerable
Hold me now (Hold me)
Please baby don't let me down ('Cause I'm living in a dream and I don't want to wake up)
I know for sure that you're the cure (Coming down with a case of 'I love you more', I don't want to be vulnerable)
I don't want to see you hurt
Don't you worry baby girl
Take my hand, understand I'm afraid
To tell you the very worst that you want to hear me say (Wake up)
When you say it here tonight
Will you mean it for life
Will you tell me everything that your heart is really feeling for me?
So I, (So I) Won't be... (Vulnerable) ('Cause I'm living in a dream and I don't want to wake up, wake up)
And I don't know how to let you in (Don't know, Don't know)
Or let you go, I'm so vulnerable
Hold me now (Hold me)
Please baby don't let me go ('Cause I'm living in a dream and I don't want to wake up)
I know for sure that you're the cure (Coming down with a case of 'I love you more', I don't want to be vulnerable)

My my..if theres a chance ill sing it out for her =]..thats is if... alright ill post something later =]!

♥ Thursday, April 23, 2009

Oh..what do i have for you guys today..i wonder..right now.. im totally not feeling..my head is hurting..my body is feeling weird..my heavy head is causing me lots of problem right now...sigh..my timetable kind of messed up.. lets see...

Monday: Start 9am End 4pm
Tuesday: Stat 9am End 4/6pm
Wednesday: Start 11 End 1pm *-_-*
Thursday: Start 4pm End 6pm *-______-*
Friday: Start 10 End 5pm

Wow.. seems like i have alot of free time right now..no wait..i got lots of free time ever since that day..sigh..suddenly..i feel so empty..many big pieces of puzzle seems to have gone missing in my life..suddenly feel so lost...duno wad to do.. hais.. blank mind..wad shld i post..wad am i even doing here in the first place...

Oh ok..i.rmb..Lets see..22ofapril, CCA day/oritentation? cant rmb..too tired..LOS-ing..
LOS = lack of sleep peeps..
alright..went over to school just to accompany frens to join cca..well guessed i signed up for archery and tpsu..which i highly doubt ill get in any one of it..haha..well..suddenly gotten so much free time..im lost..haha..slacked around..until 12 or so..i went over to NYP to look for onee-chan and bear..sigh..another 20mins bus trip, another 1hour mrt trip.. man..i couldnt lean my head against anything..why..? cause i just cant..lol.. sigh..stoning the whole way there..gosh..>_>.. finally i reached there..searched for block-J lecture rooms..couldnt find it anywhere until i explored the back of block-J..lol..sat outside waited for that 2 to finish lecture..aiyo..finally i get the chance to see onee-chan's class..aww..onee-chan is so hooked up to a gal..name *****...hahaha..onee-chan becoming a les? NOOOO..alright..chat with bear bear while waiting for that guy to finish his stuff with his group..then walked around nyp for nothing..met up with jian..went over to nyp cca CRAWL..nicename.. lol crowded sia.. so many ppl.. aww..i actually planned to join a CCA there de lo...that 2 *** dun wanna join -_- nb waste my time go over there...then around 4+ went outside mond wanna learn how to play wei-qi..so we ended up staying at the booth watching the guy teach us...and wow they signed up..LOL..unique cca none of us had join before...haha..and we began playing the board games there..eng/chin chess la and wei-qi..hahah..poor bear bear..play eng chess for solong..due to his opponent..think so long -_-...wa kao..me and mond played 3 games he still haven finish -_-...gosh..haha..finally after that we're on our way home! alright pictures! if not some ppl will complain my post being too long -__-

♥ Wednesday, April 22, 2009

First day of school 20th of april!
Gosh..woke up at 6am to send one sms.. even though i slept at 1am on the same day..where i only slept for like 2-3hours the day before.. i couldnt force myself back to bed.. and i was stoning there.. kept checking my clock..in the dark.. practically nothing was on my mind.. so just basically started doing stunts on my bed xD until my alarm went off at 6.40..wow..as usual la..bath..packed my file..waited till around 7.25 before i left my house to meet up with sacchi and went to sch tgt xD..hahaha... man i sure miss my old Blue Clip file..hope its doing fine over there..Please dont collect dust =/... sigh..first day of school...nothing much happened i guess... entrance filled with first years..lol..sure do remind me of the first day i went TP..blur like sotong..hahaha lucky i had frens there with me so i just have to blindly follow them =D!!! haha i reached pretty early like at around 820? slacked and sat at the table outside the LT.. nothing much to do..just listened to my MP3 and smsed some peeps.. at first i tot i was at the wrong place..cuz i dont see any familiar faces..well guess i better be self-confident then..finally after 20mins or so i saw some familiar faces!... guess my mind was at peace then..and exactly at 8.55..roy called me.. well a first year student, fren of mine in primary sch, lived in the same block =D..hehe..told me hes lost LOL..oh well guess i gotta rush over there and bring him to his tut-room then.. haha.well afterthat..finally slowly strolled back to the LT..yes saw my classmates! lol so happy..dun have to sit there alone..i HATE LONELINESS! i HATE BEING ALONE right now! haha chatted with them..finally our lecture started.. nothing much for the first lecture..ended at around 1030..then we proceed to the next lecture straight after this.. lol another boring lecture..Business Statistic.. lol like math..oh well..hope im not all rusty for math.. i was slping during the lecture..was way too tired..cant help it.. finally its over!!! lecture ended and i was on my way to NYP to meet up with edmond and bear for lunch..wow the whole journey took me like...1hour 20mins.. man..damn tiring..the only thing to keep me entertained was my MP3..sigh..bored..couldnt lean my head on anything..or rather i swore not to lean against anything ever since that day. xD..ok finally reached YCK mrt station..went over to NYP had mac there..wow..why TP dun have mac =/...SUCKSSSS...then started roaming around NYP with edmond and bear.. sure is dumb of us.. edmond was trying to get CPF form..duno whr to take..been jumping from offices to offices..lol..finally we ended up at the correct place.. the Admission Office? god..we queued up for nothing..the CPF form was on the shelf.. LOL..how malu of us.. oh well..after that that 2 went to buy their stuff..queued up again..sigh..im like a lost kid there..xDDD...oh well finally we're done! and we're on our way to amk hub.. sigh..nostalgic place.. i guess ill be going to amk quite often this sem.. =].. hope nothing happens to me..
sigh..reached there gotta wait for rosanne and weibin to come..so we slacked at mac.. hahaha...finally rosanne came!..and we had one mini lesson on : 7 steps to wash your hand from bear. oh man..it was damn funny..haha..went to play pool after that..waited and waited for wb to arrive.. just nice when we're about to take the lift down, he came up xD..nice nice..and we had dinner at the food court of AMKhub.. sigh..same thing happened during the stay at edmond house..im forbidden to say.. haha..nothing much afterward..im dead tired... separated from them and took 86 back home with edmond..hais..alright... reached home..slacked bath stoned..watch movie online..then started blogging..the 2 posts below this xD..haha.. guess thats all for today!...nites all..

im worried..im real worried about you..ala.. scared..im scared..im real scared of myself..ala..hmm wad am i talking about..? no clue.. time for dinner! and bath!

♥ Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Saturday, 18th of April, was slacking whole morning and afternoon at home.. well...i was sleeping in the morning hehehe!!! if im not wrong.. actually planned to go out and shop with edmond..but that **** dun wan to..why? cause theres only me and him.. why? cause he's scared ill rape him! LOL...wtf sia.. wanted to buy wallet..which i shld have gotten..ahem ahem... alright! lets see.. my mood was spoilt by this ********..as usual..on my computer..and started loading my 5hours worth of anime.. which i missed out during the trip to korea..my my..sure is tiring.. if it was me in the past i could sit for days..guess im growing..guess im getting old..haha..alright..then around evening at 6pm i started preparing to go over to edmond's house! waited and waited till around 7pm before my mum finished cooking dinner...sigh...finished my dinner, packed my laptop into my bag..till 730pm or so before i left my house....haha.. you might be wondering why im bringing my laptop..well i wanted to complete my post on Korea..yeah so.. i just brought it along with me.. well.. phone call came ringing..asking me to buy drinks before going his house..alright lo..always the case..then received another phone call from edmond..asked where i am..lols.. told him still walking towards cheers.. then he explained that he's going down to fetch edwin from school... lols...alright..reached cheers his brother haven reach..went in got two different green tea..for $4! aiyo...expensive.. then went back to the school..aiyo...waited and waited...sweated and sweated..finally his bro appeared!!! woo...and there the bullying started..its funny how edmond bully his brother..man.. this just shows how much edmond love his brother edwin..lol...keep threatening him.. sigh.. =]... alright slowly slowly we finally reached edmond's house! woohoo.. i can finally put my bag down and relax..it was heavy =/... lets see..after that..went into his room, rosanne was watching Bai Wan Da Ge Xing..lol..funny show..damn damn funny...watched about 15mins of the show and lijian arrived! our leader! =D...so handsome and smart.. such a humour person..so humble..such joker..hard to find.. hmm jian pulling stunts..keep going to the living room while we're in the room... and edmond's grandmama had to keep coming in and scold edmond for leaving jian outside la etc etc...lol... =D.. then after 30mins of the show..i took my lappy out..tried to connect to the internet but failed over and over again... pity connection he have there...lols...nvm..then goldy arrived!..and we finally started THEIR mahjong game.. while i shifted my laptop out to the living room and started blogging! FINALLY YES i connected to the Internet..i think i kept blogging from 10pm on..till 3-4am.. well rested for only a few mins in between before i continue everytime..lets see...was damn pissed off when im blogging why? i gotta keep doing backspacing in between all my pictures..i spent most of the time backspacing all the time.. im DAMN DAMN DAMN pissed off...well now u guys know why i took such a long time to complete my post right? hahahaha...Sorry guys! im dumb..i duno how to use the functions well =/.. hmm so..around 1am jx came over..haha..me and edmond went over to pick her up...well cause edmond was worried for jx..while im worried for edmond..so we went =D... *crap im feeling dizzy right now..everything seems weird to me...* hahaha...chatted and joked on the way there...then came back...everyone was slacking..using my laptop viewing a Britain got Talent show on youtube..lol..alright..then i guess they slacked until 130am or so before continuing their game.. while i continued to post...hahaha..some funny stuff happened along the way and im not allowed to say it.. so sad ppl.. ask edmond for more details..in case he duno wad issit about just hint him with *observing blablabla* =D...alright.. around 230am-3am jx gtg..cause she got work another day -_-...always the case.. fine everyone was slacking anyway..we all went over to accompany her home other then goldy..who stayed behind to play -_-...lmao..then... on the way back..had little chats with jx here and there.. well..secrets secrets.. =]..ok back to edmond house after sending =D ting ting ting..everyone stopped playing and counted their money...
aww..something happened xD...i duno the details seems like someone did some AHEM AHEM to someone's winning LOL.. hahaha..ask weibin for more details!.. after that half of them gathered in the room to enjoy the AIRCON OMG OMGOMG AIRCON!...lol...after that edmond saw goldy using my comp to play he ran into his room and joined him -.-.... kao nb i wanna blog use my lappy to play games...ccb....knn..before that when jx was still here they were playing audition *****again! LOL... then i became the messenger stood at the door passing message to the living.. hais.. then after one hour or so from living room we moved our laptop into room...bullshit..its so cramp inside..both his brother slping and we dint give a damn about it..talking loud and laughing away... -_-..lets see.. watch rosanne learning how to play from goldy and lijian si bei funny.. keep "daydreaming" =D.. lol than around 5am or so.. wb rosanne slept on edmond's bed.. jian and goldy slping in living room...me and edmond? playing tgt lo... PLEASE NO DIRTY STUFF =D... hmm played an hour or so..we stopped and i began packing my laptop..why? cause i tot we were going home soon!...who knows... waited until 7? no one is awake -_-...lol fine we shall slp over LOL..me and edmond..slacked around going around trying to make fun of them..of cuz didnt la..i was searching for my psp..duno where goldy put..oh well..gotta wait till he gets up and ask lo..meanwhile mond told me that his grandmama is going back to malaysia..then orh ok..then next moment he stood up, and said lai help carry things down -_-...wow thats fast..i tot he would at least say help me carry things down..but didnt!...ok lo he win.. i dun mind actually xD..
while waiting for his auntie to arrive, his grandmama was talking to me.. i catch NO BALL wad shes talking about..-_-.. until edmond explain to me LOL..i was ok lo.. xD... duno how to react..so wadeva.. NO OFFENCE MOND! peaceeee no war please!... went back up..slacked and slacked..until 740am plus plus? we began lying down on the floor... lol... it was FREAKING cold..there isnt any blanket for the two of us AT ALL..well why was it cold? cuz i lowered the temp to 22 degree around 5am =D...we were "freezing" there.. and around 8am bear called..asking wad we were doing.. hahaha i was di-siaoing beside..hehe..damn funny la..after that mond kept telling me to slp to slp..dun wan was my answer..sigh..ok lo..until 830 jian came in..complaining how warm it is in the living room -_- that the sun was shining on him..LOL..poor thing..then we joined us lying down on the floor =D... we chat and joke out LOUD i guess..haha for an hour or so..? its damn funny..that these 2 gays..omg..no comments..hahaha...for about an hour or so finally someone woke up.. edmond's brother eddie.. LOL..poor thing.. woke up by us? aww..he passed us his blanket and jump down from his bed..he NEARLY LANDED on my legs! it was just SO DAMN CLOSE..otherwise i would have LOST MY foot!.. the impact..from the landing...i felt it...omg..im sure my foot will break into 2 if he landed on them...HENG AR!... hahahaha
after that i guess we started slping! trying SO HARD to slp but couldnt cause it was freaking cold.. i got no covering T_T..i sacrificed my pillow to give jian to hug...i crawl into edwin's bed in hid inside on corner LOL..just laid there and stone..tried my best not to sleep...after awhile.. edwin woke up! lolssss jian was slping on eddie's bed xD...this big bully edmond started gay-ing with edwin LOL... omg..it was NOOOOO....the movement they made..WOW. LIVE SHOW!...hahaha.. verygood they stopped i occupy the whole bed myself LOL.. one by one started waking up.. am i right? i duno cant rmb much was kind of slpy.. then i was half-awake by then... i tried not to slp..i was listening to every single sentence they were having.. i guess i did fell asleep at one point cuz i dint know goldy was inside... LOL... like i said was listening.. until someone mentioned my name i rise my hand and wave! =D..hahaha.. then i was fully awake from then now..=D... my my..it was real funny..listening to them joke around.. soon started making joke.. cant say much about this...im forbidden to do so.. well ill just say a LITTLE bit.. i started gaying with edmond and edwin for no good reason while im lying down.. -_- the 2 of them just came squeezing in -_- and started doing... LOL ok enough..after that a GREEN BABY was born!!!!! by who:!?!?!?! guess it yourself.. =D!!! ahahaha everyone was laughing and making the two of them..its funny how they react to us...saying wad impotent la.. spoilt *** la...hahahaha thats why they have a green baby with a LONG AHEM... sigh.. all those who were on bed were "sort" of snatching for pillows...aww so sad.. thank god my own bed got 3! pillows and 3 baobao =D 2 blankets as well...wow..fully equipped sia! =D.. ok back to topic..
everyone was joking around laughing.. doing singing stupid songs...especially edmond and edwin -_-...keep gaying.. aiyo... *im tired dint slp much.. and im still online blogging..ahhh shld i just stop and roughly summarize everything?* seriously cant take it watching them...and jian was slping "peacefully" lol. the 6 of us including 3 eddie edwin and ivan-his cousin- literally stayed in the room joking and having fun laughing away.. hahaha..until 12 where goldy went home -_- saying he got tuition la blablabla...oh well.. then in the afternoon watch rosanne and edmond cooked..gosh..totall no comment.. hais.. while the other 2 was slping more lol... yea yea lunch ready!..and they were AHEM AHEM-ing rosanne's cooking..hais..actually it was okay la.. especially jian..wa kao.. totally rejected her cooking and dint eat at all...sigh.. then blablabla...around 2+ some bath some waited and we went to compass to walk awhile..otherwise we will die in edmond's house LOL... around 330 we slacked at the 161busstop opposite CP.. lol another thing im forbidden to say..oh well... laughing away there looking at how they were teasing rosanne LOL..poor rosanne...then bus came she went up and we're off going home! hahaha.. alright guys!
oh yeah... i didnt sleep straight after i reached home..i set up my laptop and such, went to take a bath to refresh myself..and continued my blogging..i guess..it was around 430 when i reached home..? well.. then i started around 5.15 or so... haha..if i dint remember wrongly i finished my post near 7...sigh..im real tired..but i cant sleep yet..i force to stay awake.. by watching anime..doing meaningless stuff.. chatting on msn..comparing timetable and such...sigh..it was a disaster! oh well..guess i probably stayed awake till around 1 before i slept.. gosh..

its 2.30am now..im slpy..im tired.. im sad..im drained both physically and mentally.. my brain is dead for now.. cant think much..gotta wake up early tml and go over to nyp to visit edmond LOL.. =] well then..nites all! hehehe ill post again later! on my first day of school

♥ Tuesday, April 21, 2009

ala.. continue reading..dun give up!

Sigh.. Second day after coming back from korea..i was stoning at home.. nothing much to do at home.. in fact i dint wanna stay at home... i dun wanna return home or rather.. my room filled with so much much much memories... each and every single moment.. im sort of experiencing it LIVE.. sigh.. getting all emotion again... sheessh... how long has it been..? lets see..its been ********...wow...im alright..im still okay..im fine..im..im.. actually what else can i say...? for those of you who are reading this.. i duno what to say..or how to say.. just.. zhen xi =]..ha.ha.ha.ha. foolish me wah.aha.aha.aha... daijiobu, ogenki desu ka..? im not avoiding, im not running away, im not gonna breakdown, im learning.. im learning from all these... im learning from all these wounds and scars which are there to remind me..so that i dont repeat the same stuff.. well.. ppl says time heals... one week? one month? one year? or maybe even ten years..? who knows.. i may have been a dunno,anything,whatever person.. but theres one thing i know, for sure, and its me.. for my case time will nvr heal... hmm...well some told me i cant be too sure.. well some told me to go and die why so stubborn and not giving myself so time off... well some told me im an idiot.. haha..whatever the case may be.. first will always be the first and the last for me... hmm... if you ppl who are reading this, you might find me making no sense in wadeva i talk.. yeah thats my purpose.. im trying not to make sense here.. haha.. indeed..everything is coming back.. all emotions all feelings back to where it started...all over again.. been repeating the same 2 songs over and over again... aiyaya..that's just me right...hahaha...every feelings and emotion im having now..they feel so fresh..and heavy... my eyes..are damn heavy...any stuff may just trigger the tap... got it? =]... been texting to a number with a empty user... well...probably the user gone on a holiday..? probably the user off the phone..? who knows... who knows...? sigh... im trying..to stop saying dunno, anything.. i wonder..how long will it take for things to get back on track with.., moving onwards with.., together...i wonder..probably nvr..? probably...alrdy went on ahead to a place i may nvr reach..? sigh.. if that's the case.. even if its gonna take another month..? another year? i wont mind.. ^-^v...yeah i'll make it..for everything we hold... i know this is gonna be a long process.. to regain back, to once again possess.. it may take a long time.. so long till i may forgotten something impt.. maybe there no longer exist this path for me to take to regain to possess once again... well.. if that's the case.. i wont wanna think about it happening.. if feelings can be lost so easily.. if feelings can be dead in matters of days.. if feelings are so easily cut.. why am i going through same things over and over again..? hahaha... im afraid.. im ad raid of myself.. those days that i go through before i met... haha...its so scary..wow... wad have i been saying..omg..i better stop.. this is going no where.. haha... for this..believe it or not.. you. yes you. if you are reading this.. this determination.. of mine.. will nvr die..for this burning love of mine.. will nvr extinguish.. moving on is both impt to us.. but that doesnt mean im giving up..like i said im learning.. yeah i rmb wad you said.. at that stairs.. in that phone.. its just like a video tap..repeating itself over and over again.. for those tears that both ran down those cheeks.. everything's my fault.. yeah.. i have to be responsible for wad i've done and said.. =]..
quoted this from somewhere.."but tears can oni be shed for the ones u love ♥ ".. if thats the case.. then a special smile after all the unhappiness can only be shown to the ones u love... =]
im thankful for those who were supporting me.. =] thanks. =] and special items and memories im getting my support from.. ill keep them deep somewhere till they have the right to re-surface once again.. =]
So..smile guys.. smile..=]..
by BC. bing (^-^)-♥-(._.) ****.*** weeeeeeeeeeee sry im not a gay using heart shape symbols okay =].

wads with this empty post i did... i wonder...check carefully =D and shhhh alright =] guess many of you shld know without me telling..

♥ Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Hmm 16th of april, went out with edmond to cut my hair! hahaha...met up around 230 at CP..started walking around slacking like nobody business.. haha..went around to check the prices of the salons. hahah...all so expensive..sigh.. then went to accompany edmond to make his poly ez-link..dots..he prepared a mindset of coming out w/o having to spend any $$..too bad for him..wahahaha...his only $10 in his wallet GONE just like that =D...poor thing.. oh well..finally decided to cut at jean yip..sian..oh well..$25 gone for me LOL...sigh..cut over 40mins or so.. poor edmond gotta go library to slack! hahaha alright let see...after searching HIGH and LOW for him we went to buy walker cup =D...sat outside the stairs beside the shop and started chatting.. until we finished our cupcup and move on to our next location and continue chatting!...hehehe... lets see..was at the playground chatting..then he said he wanted a better view -_- fine we changed to a place nearer to my house hahaha..i sure do miss such chats with frens..i wonder how long have it been since i last chatted with them liddat...haha..sigh..guess thats all for that day then alright nitez ppl!

*P.S. man theres thunderstorm infront of me right now! im so scare..help me please HELPP..hais..too fast for me to take a picture of it..oh well...*

♥ Sunday, April 19, 2009

Alright People!! yeah after that Hotel Post im finally startin with the main trip! hehe. Guess it was the right choice to post about the hotel first, well at least there's lesser pictures for me to upload =D hehehe. alright then. My group can be counted as the noisy and craziest one out of the 7 groups =D. Alright lets not delay and get started!

Day 1, 9th of april:

Well well, lets see. Was slacking at home in front of my comp until 7pm or so before i was nagged to go and take a bath =[. Sheessh, finally waited till around 7.40pm before we left out house. Sigh. First gotta go pick up my uncle >_>, then moving on to airport terminal 2!


Well there guess there's just only about 100 people there or so. Gotta Q-up for our luggage etcetc. Nothing much to talk about the airport. Finally went in, slack and slack. Got to wait for about 1hr 30mins before we can board the plane. Our plane was schedule to fly at 1035pm. Alright thats nothing compared to the 6hours trip to korea (-_-)... finally its 1035! got on plane, damit gotta wait till 11 before we TOOK OFF~ Alright, guess wad i did? i had a mini movie marathon haha. i watched Connected and Yes Man. Shheessh 6 hours, practically just sat there watch and watch and watch =x. without me knowing, we're about to land! yeh-yeh! finally! finally landed and it was around 6am there, makes it 5am in singapore. yes one hour difference. Well some pictures i took over there xD.

Day 2, 10th of april:

Well alright finally~ korea here i come! Gathered around the entrance for some briefing and was told to gather back one hour later. Woo guess wad i had for breakfast? KFC. WOO haha. sadly their chicken tasted kind of different from ours. Sigh nvm better then nothing. dint go to mac cuz it was flooded with ppl lol. Well we're close to gathering time. My dad ask me go out of the airport to see if it was cold sure why not xD. before i even reach outside i could felt the coldness omg. so damn nice. how i wished singapore could oso have such weather where you can breathe out smoke o-o? hahaha. Interesting phone i saw at the airport
cool isnt it? just like a computer =D. i dint bother to try it out cause it was all in korean language >_>....sigh wadeva... Finally our bus came! dragged our luggage out placed them up the bus etcetc. On bus we were introduced to our:

Tour Guide: Novel, Xu ming Qiang
Tour guide helper: Ah Jun
Tour Leader: Peggy Ng

Alright, our tour guide was supposed to be the most handsome guy among all, age 36. at first i wonder issit self-proclaim or real. later on i found out its true wow. Hahaha. A real joker he is. Alright then our first destination was to EverLand Themepark. The journey took like 1hr30mins.. on my way there...i actually saw alot of BOTAK trees xD..and i managed to catch a glimpse of some sakura trees.. The tour guide said Korea's sakura are white while Japan's sakura were pink wow thats so so so cool. Wow theme park at first i tot i could get to play some games. By the time we reached there, it was crowded with ppl. yeah CROWDED. It was filled with tourists and STUDENTS. my my, i noticed something, different age group have their own kind of hair style. All the gals and guys of different levels have their own kind of hairstyle. my.my.. hahaha, well let me post some photos of everland first =D?




haha, the first place we went was Cable ride. cool amazing.
Check this Sakura Tree thats just beside me..its just so beautiful...

Finally, we reached the other side of the themepark. My god, its freaking huge, the place. Man, if only Singapore was bigger...oh well on second thought.. better don't, travelling sucks! hehe. Guess our second attraction we took was? 3D show: ZooToPio..3D OMFG..nvm.. the characters are so cute LOL:


Hahaha, and i found something so cute right beside this attraction!
HAHAHA a yellow pig out of NO WHERE! sitting on a tree hahaha. cute isnt it!!! OMG i sound like a gal. SHIT =x. Had our lunch straight after that ZOOTOPIO! i didnt have much appetite that time. Probably mood affecting me..? had chicken cutlet xD. After that was Free time for all. My parents asked if i wanna play any.. well.. i dun wan to, cuz... i dun wanna play alone.. yeah i dun wanna play alone.. alright there were 2 ways for us to go. 1) more games and rides 2) flower site xD. Guess we just chose to go flower site.hehe.. really quite an amazing place.. Pictures up!

cute right? this mini water wheel hahaha!!! finally the bus arrived! and we're on our way to a certain mountain..i forgot the name...hahaha..had our lunch over there..steamboat again...aww..their steamboat is limited to only 4 types of veggy... oh well, my favourites anyway so who cares xD... picture up!



Hehe lucky we're sitting on chairs dont need to sit on the floor =D!!! so happy...when i first hear we may need to on the ground i totally T_T.. aiyo..cuz i felt its so troublesome need to take off shoes and such... sigh.. lucky by the time we reached there...the area for sitting is almost full woohoo we dont need to sit on the floor =D!!!... Finished eating le, began walking up the street to take cable car up the mountain! Pictures up!










There the view from the middle of the stairs.. X_X up and down haha...

this is wads on top LOL...boring... =]
Alright then, finally we're going back to our hotel =D...super duper happy...hahah.. went Beache Palace... nice name xD...hahaha... all hotels have ocean related names.. lets see..upon reaching there..the whole lot 7 groups around 200+ ppl went over to the beach to take a whole tour photo, its hanging outside my room now..so if u guys come to my house you guys can check it out =]... maybe ill scan...maybe ill take a photo of it..well..wadeva =].. after that we went out and to have our dinner..OMFG.. it was kind of freezing out there..and we were eating out in empty area..eating wad u asked? seafood..wow..expensive stuff... pictures will be up shortly!!! alright thank goodness..we're BBQ them..hahahaha... thanks to the heat we dint feel so cold...but right after cooking OMG there comes the coldness..cold freezing wind blowing right at our face..hahah..but it didnt felt that cold after eating hehe..then it was free time walked around the area..shop filled with ppl..cant move at all..ahhaha.. guess wad i found there?!?!?! ITS MY SHOP! B.C something something HAHHAHAHA woo...my shop siol! went inside bought a pack of maggie mee and some drinks and 2 cookies and cream ice cream =D..hahahaha..toldya im into ice cream hehehe... alright then we're back on our bus back to hotel..well pictures first shall we..? =]
Here this is the picture that i mentioned ^^^^
right after we all ate and finished our free time... i became a "mini" star there with the mickey jacket..everyone who was there started taking picture with my zipped up mickey...man i couldnt see at all..so i could only stand there like an idiot while waiting for everyone to finish up...man.. i helped mickey advertised xDDD woohooo...hehehe...then everyone from that point onwards knew me =x...hais...

Check this out! i found my shop! B.C something =D!!! wahahaha be sure to look out for my shop when u go to korea =D!!! if you ever did 50% discount to all ppl i know =D..


Anything please call this number hahahaha
here you go original picture xD
Hmm, on this night there's a special event you see..during low tide, a seaway will be opened! so you will be able to cross over to the island opposite of the hotel on foot! hmm lets see the picture is up there ^^^^..hmm you must be wondering how the heck are we gonna see right? the hotel provided Spot Lights!!! YEAH SPOT LIGHTS CHECK IT OUT YOURSELF!

Colourful spot lights which didnt help at all -_-...useless man..well sad case that it happened in the night..well i did try to walk..but i get disgusted halfway and i u-turned xD...hehe..and there i was standing from the dry sands watching ppl lighting fireworks and walking towards into the darkness xD..and i was thinking yet again wun it be nice if shes there with me haha...it was like freezing cold there...i was wearing short anbd slipper with my mickey jacket.. i was shivering from head to toes..sigh..oh well..nvm..then slowly as the crowd starts to clear, we began walking back.. washed our feet and something happened LOL.. lets see..how shld i say..the area for washing leg began sprouting water like a fountain hahahah...who was the one responsible for it? our tour leader Peggy Ng xDDD...hahahaha...oh well shes all wet aww...pity her.. LOL =D..and that ends our night =]

Day 6, 14th of april:

Tadaa...as usual gotta wake up at 630am..god..damn tired..sigh...around 730 went down to have our breakfast..woo another feast for me LOL..as usual theres bread and butter..weeee my favourite snack =x..? i just simply love bread with butter i wonder why.. right after breakfast there was an activity, ONSEN!!! hot spring haha... well guess wad..? i was too shy to go in total naked.. so i dint go at all i stayed in my room and slept..hahaha...my naked body can only be seen by my love one no one else xP booo...dont get the wrong idea wor! =D...from 9-12pm i slept all the way before moving on to our next destination..hehe... the whole journey took about like 2-3hrs again! MAN..poor me... gotta endure such things...ohwell...

Our next destination was to a village which existed for over 500 years. yeah amazing isnt it, over 500 years wow how is that possible..well its there right infront of my eyes...cool...alright it was pretty warm there..wonder how the hell i bear the heat and coldness at one go..alright that place was filled with families making MISO sauce...everywhere i went i can see pots and pots of miso lying infront of their house..haha... theres a tree which existed way longer before the village did.. it was a 600years old tree..man..issit even possible for a tree to exist THAT LONG? well i dunno... alright then how about some pictures first =D!




There, we're oso one of the last to get down to put our luggage.. sigh..always the case..and yes same breakfast with my bread and butter =]..then after breakfast we're on our way to seoul airport~..Total 3 hours of journey..man..that suck.. alright first took a break at some resting area for vehicles.. it was freezing cold out there this time cause its gonna rain..i believe that the temp. is as good as near 4-7 degree... hahaha.... the water for washing hand were all ice water..omg..my hand felt numb straight lol xD...then after that we went over to a chinese ginseng shop..omg the prices were all Extreme..1k USD for a 6 years ginseng..wow..so so so ex...gosh... crazy sia.. then after that...went over to a outlet selling purple gold..i guess..prices are still affordable..yeah i bought 2 stuff there..just wondering when will i be able to pass it over...hahaha...yeah wondering.. and when we stepped out of the building it began raining...woooo...so cold..so nice.. hehehe...well.. and we're off to the airport! and then HOME SWEET HOME!.. Anyway sorry guys! last day nothing much for me to post about hahaha...

-P.S. well well well, it seems like im into photo taking...guess its probably thanks to her? well most likely it is..haha...guys beware! i may just randomly snap ur photos out of no whr hehehe!-

Well here video of my crazy group..whole bus got hyper crazy! hahahaha this is on day 5 after having our seafood dinner xD

♥ Saturday, April 18, 2009