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Chua Bing Cheng here~ Photobucket
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3rd of July
Temasek Poly Year 2
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Serangoon Secondary

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I miss you

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Tuesday, April 21, 2009

ala.. continue reading..dun give up!

Sigh.. Second day after coming back from korea..i was stoning at home.. nothing much to do at home.. in fact i dint wanna stay at home... i dun wanna return home or rather.. my room filled with so much much much memories... each and every single moment.. im sort of experiencing it LIVE.. sigh.. getting all emotion again... sheessh... how long has it been..? lets see..its been ********...wow...im alright..im still okay..im fine..im..im.. actually what else can i say...? for those of you who are reading this.. i duno what to say..or how to say.. just.. zhen xi =]..ha.ha.ha.ha. foolish me wah.aha.aha.aha... daijiobu, ogenki desu ka..? im not avoiding, im not running away, im not gonna breakdown, im learning.. im learning from all these... im learning from all these wounds and scars which are there to remind me..so that i dont repeat the same stuff.. well.. ppl says time heals... one week? one month? one year? or maybe even ten years..? who knows.. i may have been a dunno,anything,whatever person.. but theres one thing i know, for sure, and its me.. for my case time will nvr heal... hmm...well some told me i cant be too sure.. well some told me to go and die why so stubborn and not giving myself so time off... well some told me im an idiot.. haha..whatever the case may be.. first will always be the first and the last for me... hmm... if you ppl who are reading this, you might find me making no sense in wadeva i talk.. yeah thats my purpose.. im trying not to make sense here.. haha.. indeed..everything is coming back.. all emotions all feelings back to where it started...all over again.. been repeating the same 2 songs over and over again... aiyaya..that's just me right...hahaha...every feelings and emotion im having now..they feel so fresh..and heavy... my eyes..are damn heavy...any stuff may just trigger the tap... got it? =]... been texting to a number with a empty user... well...probably the user gone on a holiday..? probably the user off the phone..? who knows... who knows...? sigh... im trying..to stop saying dunno, anything.. i wonder..how long will it take for things to get back on track with.., moving onwards with.., together...i wonder..probably nvr..? probably...alrdy went on ahead to a place i may nvr reach..? sigh.. if that's the case.. even if its gonna take another month..? another year? i wont mind.. ^-^v...yeah i'll make it..for everything we hold... i know this is gonna be a long process.. to regain back, to once again possess.. it may take a long time.. so long till i may forgotten something impt.. maybe there no longer exist this path for me to take to regain to possess once again... well.. if that's the case.. i wont wanna think about it happening.. if feelings can be lost so easily.. if feelings can be dead in matters of days.. if feelings are so easily cut.. why am i going through same things over and over again..? hahaha... im afraid.. im ad raid of myself.. those days that i go through before i met... haha...its so scary..wow... wad have i been saying..omg..i better stop.. this is going no where.. haha... for this..believe it or not.. you. yes you. if you are reading this.. this determination.. of mine.. will nvr die..for this burning love of mine.. will nvr extinguish.. moving on is both impt to us.. but that doesnt mean im giving up..like i said im learning.. yeah i rmb wad you said.. at that stairs.. in that phone.. its just like a video tap..repeating itself over and over again.. for those tears that both ran down those cheeks.. everything's my fault.. yeah.. i have to be responsible for wad i've done and said.. =]..
quoted this from somewhere.."but tears can oni be shed for the ones u love ♥ ".. if thats the case.. then a special smile after all the unhappiness can only be shown to the ones u love... =]
im thankful for those who were supporting me.. =] thanks. =] and special items and memories im getting my support from.. ill keep them deep somewhere till they have the right to re-surface once again.. =]
So..smile guys.. smile..=]..
by BC. bing (^-^)-♥-(._.) ****.*** weeeeeeeeeeee sry im not a gay using heart shape symbols okay =].

wads with this empty post i did... i wonder...check carefully =D and shhhh alright =] guess many of you shld know without me telling..


♥ Tuesday, April 21, 2009