Im totally not feeling well right now..sigh..my head have been hurting ever since school started..i duno wads the cause..sometimes its quite unbearable..wad is actually happening to me..? right now I'm done hungry..real hungry..I'm back to square one..? been thinking all about her again..gosh.. right now my whole body is acting up..especially my chest..the pain is back again..hais...i miss her.. oh well..

Saturday, 25Th of april, went out with the usual peeps to watch 17again..well met up with Edmond at 1..went over to NYP with him cause he got some group discussion crap..then met up with bear Rosanne later on..waited until around 5 and we set off without Edmond why? cause hes taking too much time to finish -_-..hmm the movie was overall quite nice and interesting..somehow brings emotion to one person as well..especially at the court scene..lol..oh well.. after that..slacked around... searched for place to eat..finally settled down blablabla..hmm Im done =D! nothing much to say..right now too much stuffs on my mind..gotta take quite some time to sort things out..sigh..

P.S. I wonder, who will be there to catch/support me when i fall. I wonder, who will be there to cheer me up when I'm down/upset. I wonder, who will be there to lend me a shoulder to lean on when I'm tired or exhausted. I wonder, who will give me the support i need in different situation.
I wonder, who will be there to wipe off the tears that i shed. I wonder, who will be there to take care of me when im sick. Sigh.. =]... slowly ba.. trying to retrieve back all the lost pieces of my life ever since that day.. i got a feeling it will take longer then i anticipated...

sigh..i wonder..how long has it been since i last watched tv..ever since after that day..i dint sit infront of the tv for more then 10mins..sigh.. yeah..hahaha..=]..its been like...2months 9days? counting down more.. lol right now im watching Star award.. well probably the only show ill be watching.. haha.. loneliness..just sucks..ppl!

♥ Sunday, April 26, 2009