Sigh.. mid-sem test next week.. i still havent study.. for goodness sake.. what am i suppose to do.. too much on my mind.. missing her so damn much.. hais.. crap.. this is totally crap... whats happening to me... probably i fallen too deep.. head hurting real badly this few days.. totally lack of sleep these few days.. probably cause i cant sleep.. the dreams i had seems as though im actually experiencing it real-time.. totally unbearable.. arghhh...
sigh..today ar..wednesday.. dismiss at 1pm.. sigh.. stayed back to do OB quiz..5%.. crap 14/20 with help of friends.. but anyway doesnt matter much to me.. =] thanks ppl who helped me.. after that had lunch with usual people... SERIOUSLY i need to watch what i eat from now.. this whole week up till now been eating chicken chop for goodness sake.. damn.. lol.. gained too much fats le.. my tummy.. no one likes =/.. big fatty roundy tummy.. hais.. kanna abandoned by her liao LOL =D... im exercising to reduce the tummy > : )..
dint felt like running today.. duno why.. probably cause im too tired or what.. oh well.. when i got off the bus.. saw the weather.. omg.. its so damn nice.. sunny! tempting me SO DAMN much to go.. ended up i did >_>.. ran and ran.. on the way back.. i finally decided to check out the SengKang rivervale Park.. hmm nothing there de.. but its quite a pretty nice place.. quiet.. nice scenery sigh.. sat there stoned.. thinking.. and more thinking.. i guess i sat there till like 6pm.. roughly 30mins ba.. hais.. after that jog back home.. suddenly my whole chest started to hurt real badly when im reaching.. felt as though my lungs went numb or what.. it freaking damn painful.. hais.. reach home cont-ed to do some exercise.. etcetc then took a nap..
im pushing my body as hard as i can... to the point i want to even collpase on the ground.. i duno why.. and it seems like i had been forgetting alot alot of things.. crap.. sorry..
P.S.hais.. wo hai xiang ta.. wo zhen de heng xiang ta.. qing gao shu ta.. wo ai ta.. wo xiang ta.. =]
alright people.. nites..
♥ Thursday, May 28, 2009