Sunday 3rd of may, time sure flies dun you think..? its alrdy may.. i wonder how long has it been since we last "talked" or have our Q&A session. Sigh nvm, dun wish to say anymore.
Alright ! sunday as usual, boring, stayed at home staring at my laptop.. totally nothing to do at all... sigh, mum sold my phone away >_>..got me a new phone o-o! C905 =D. cool.. 8.1MP, i dun need a camera le =D..hahaha... then started exploring and testing out the functions. pretty much the same as other sony phones ba.. sigh, and my day ended just liddat, staring at the laptop whole day..going to the same website listening to the same songs over and over again.. how the hell i managed to do that? i wonder...
Monday! 4th of may! sigh..third week of school? time sure flies again.. well, manged to get up in the morning, despite being unable to slp much the previous night.. oh well.. rained in the morning.. kind of affected my mood.. everyone knows why =D... had usual normal lessons etc etc.. finally after school, went to the stadium and run 6 rounds of outer-lane, took me 35mins just to complete.. o-o kind of long isnt it...hahaha.. after that straight away went to play badminton with frens.. WOW amazing at how sweaty and wet i am. i didnt stop sweating at all. after that had dinner in sch at ard 7pm then went home le!!. =D.. right now im dead beat.. stomach hurting, just recover from fever..omg sigh... lucky me =D.. right now my left hand hurts oso.. just using abit of force on my left hand my muscle hurts >_>.. probably pulled my muscle or wad ba... oh well..guess after two or three days ill be back in tiptop condition =D..
oh yeah been into this song by Wheesung : Insomnia.. i do fit into the lyrics sia.. especially a sentence like this going : the thoughts of you are more real life-like then dreams.. gosh.. haha. thats all mates... night!!
i got scolded by jasmine! asking me to paragraph all my post ill edit them soon..
How long will this go on i wonder.. i can take it, i may complain sometimes but bear with me! :)
Right now im editting this post and its 1230am right now. im damn tired damn exhausted.. im crying... im laughing at the same time.. ironic eh.. hahaa.. gotta wake up at 6+ later..how am i gonna survive the whole day like this.. sigh.. the more i type, tears are gonna start flowing again.. alright... ima finish up my milk first hahaha..tml is gonna be a long long long long day for me.. im pulling myself tgt.. i might or alrdy have lost those bits and pieces of puzzle to my life.. but i believe, i believe.. :) all i can do now is, one step at a time.. no point rushing right =].. ppl kept saying im a fool im an idiot asking me to give up blabla, erm...shhh alright =D everything is a process of learning for me. so let me be =]. weeeee... hahahaha... my head is heavy, my eyes are heavy and watery, my mind is full of her. both physically and mentally tired..gosh..
sigh im sad, dint get in archery.. most probably cuz i sucked hard, im real sad, i tot i could at least get a cca, well probably cuz im in year2 thats why? they dun trust me? like i said cuz i sucked? cuz im a left handed? that they dun like left handed ppl in cuz we're troublesome? oh well... another dagger stabbed into my heart lol!
