today is just so terrible! gosh.. worried about my ez-link card having not enough money before i left house..and yes it came true... GOD.. wth is wrong sia.. $1.15 not enough? in the past im still able to ge on the bus with this amount of money. now? cant at all wtf? so wad if theres a negative value? totally pissed me off.. thank goodness i got coins with me.. if not ill be cursing and swearing out -_-...

reached tampines got down the bus walked all the way to buy my concession and top up -_-.. starting sweating and worrying i might be late for class... hais.. thank god i wasnt.. kept smsing the Iris.. chking out the bus arrival time >_>..

finally reached school and guess wad i only got $2 for the WHOLE day to spend!! amazing right!.. i didnt eat anything in the morning and afternoon..hungry like fk >_>.. no choice im saving for something.. such crap is NOT GONNA bring me down xD... had BOE and OTBS lesson today.. hais... BOE nothing much handed in my proposal for comments.. okok la... then OTBS.. working on our PHP individual project the whole day... well i slacked most of the time.. reading manga LOL.. i just merely aim for a pass or higher abit.. im not like others who AIM for the sky.. gosh..

finally i had my first meal of the day at 6pm++.. wow.. i was real happy that i got to eat something.. whole day i was just drinking water >_>..to suppress my hunger.. guess thats just how i am.. hehe.. actually planned to go tampines to do a little shopping.. but ended up decided to stay back with frens to do php.. noonoo.. i accompanied them while i played psp and reading manga.. xD... hahaha, i dint wanna go shopping cuz im alone.. and i hate that feeling right now...

i was real lazy to go home myself today.. called my mum to come fetch me lol.. first time sia! well stayed in school till like 830.. handed in my project before i left.. sigh... after that sat thru the whle journey.. when i reached home..my head was hurting >_>..real hurting for hours.. till around like 1215 my bro came back... he was drunk -_-.. he shouted for me a few times i dint hear LOL... SORRY =x... then finally i heard DIIIIIIIII... i went out saw him sitting on the ground at the door... tot he hurt his leg or wad -_-... asked me for HOT water so i gave him REAL HOT water xD... hais.. see him drunk.. make me think.. yeah im not gonna drink ever again.. lol.. i wanna have a clear mind at all times..to prevent me from doing or saying stupid idiotic stuff...

well thats all folks! guess ill continue to stare at my laptop for awhile more ba.. i duno wad to do.. my life is just messed up by myself.. if i could time travel.. i would have stopped myself from falling for her *nodnod*.. why? ask me if u wanna know LOL =D.. Nites people!

Thanks to those who helped me with PHP! without u guys.. i might be still struggling >_>

♥ Saturday, May 23, 2009