hello there.. been reading my blog? if you did, know how i feel? if you dont, or you feel that my post doesnt make any sense.. thats good.. im trying not to make any sense here you see.. sometimes i even wonder what the hell am i blogging about.. some how i just feel like saying certain things..

oh well.. pretty boring life i have here after i.. *sigh*.. yeah.. everything just dont seems right to me.. the presence of that someone seems to be here but actually not.. sigh... been dreaming.. yeah for the past few months.. without fail, about her.. hais.. those dreams are killing me.. bit by bit.. haha.. yeah bit by bit.. they just somehow seems to be so real.. im actually feeling emotions.. tears and all.. those hollowness.. those pain.. omg.. i wonder.. what will happen..

sigh.. i've been sleeping alot lately.. i duno why.. somehow something's wrong with me.. been taking naps every now and then.. whats happening to me..? oh god.. seriously.. next week im gonna have mid-sem test.. i duno how to concentrate like this.. crap this is crap totally crap... tomorrow having marketing mock test.. i dunno how am i suppose to pass.. haha.. pathetic me...

indeed im the biggest idiot.. letting go, saying stuff i shldnt, regretting and so? hais...

BC hang in there >< you too!

♥ Tuesday, May 26, 2009