alright this is a cont. of the pervious post *ignore the vid*...
so as i was saying yeah, i headed over to -times- in tamp-1. its a bookstore so yeah.. found my book and bought it. might be weird and dumb to you guys knowing wad kind of book i got. its Forgive for love? lol.. haha.. yeah FFL.. haha..so after that i went home..

hmm reached home at 10+.. then slacked awhile.. i headed out for a jog.. till 1230 or so?... needed sometime off.. need sometime off for my brain to stop thinking.. lols.. yeah.. needed sometime to release all the stress.. out of nowhere.. i notice i had stiff neck and stiff shoulders.. i cant rmb since when i started to develop them..but..yeah.. i roughly know whats the reason which caused it...

lets see.. on 29th of july, went to watch Harry Potter with the gang at amk-hub... lol.. show ar.. okok ba.. nvr read the book so i duno wads the difference.. yeah.. then reach home 11+? reached home, slacked awhile went out to jog again.. lol.. too much on my mind you see.. yeah.. thats all =x

P.S. hmm... lets see... i guess my health is really going down-hill.. i duno why.. ever since that day.. well.. maybe its time to seek help? maybe im not.. maybe im waiting for something to happen when its too late to seek help.. who knows.. haha.. ;)..

♥ Friday, July 31, 2009

Two vids i wanna share with you guys.. somehow i just cant stop watching.. nice songs nice lyrics.. hope you get it..

Haru Haru by Big Bang


Last Farewell by Big Bang

a better version =D.. enjoy it peeps =D

1 Minute 1 Second by Epik High


Oh yeah i wanted to thank Rosanne Choo for helping me with the picture above ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ i dint know how to shift all the tables since they were overlapping my picture =/.. thanks to ros she shifted everything =x THANKS!

can anyone guess out the lyrics thats in the picture? lol

♥ Thursday, July 30, 2009

just some random post.. right now im in school.. totally dont feel like going home.. sheessh i duno why.. just feel that suddenly my house is so empty and quiet lol.. creepy.. =].. hais.. right now its almost 8 or by the time i post this its 8.. i wonder what time should i go back.. sigh.. alright.. lets see let me post wad happened today ba..

had marketing then 3 hours of break. spent 1 hr eating 1 and a half hr slping.. only had 2 hours of sleep ytd.. freaking tired.. my eyes damn dry.. right now duno why feel like crying LOL.. weird.. >_>.. sheessh.. im hungry.. yet i dun wanna waste money... lol... saving up again..yup thats right.. restricting myself..

haha something so funny eh.. my mum ytd asked me how in the world did i managed to wear shorts thats size 32 when i always wear 34 lol... i wonder about it too.. did i really managed to jian fei which i promised to do it? lol... but sure is weird.. but oh well.. seems like im somehow growing fatter each day... crap isnt it..

right now im in the library.. its freaking cold.. real cold.. even with my jacket on >_>...

so yeah.. if you tell me feeling cold is equals to being lonely.. yeah i know... duno since when i afraid of cold.. sigh.. oh well...

lets see.. its almost the end of july.. main exam coming up in just one month's time.. 2 projects finished left 3 i believe.. sigh... right now im feeling damn weak.. ooooh boy kind of dizzy as well.. hahaha...

guess its about time i head over to tampines 1 and slack awhile ba.. right now im feeling as though im controlling myself.. like my spirit is above my body >_>.. hoho... i think its almost time...

well thats all ppl =]...

♥ Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Hmm alright just some random post again.. this picture.. probably i like the best among all that were taken.. i duno why..probably cause of the smile i had? promised to show dint i :).

but yeah.. i wonder if ill be able to show this smile like how i did.. it could have been better...but yeah.. =]

♥ Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Just wanted to share something with you guys before i sleep
: Good Luck :

First Rule Of Good Luck :
Luck doesnt last long, because it does not depend on you.
Good Luck is created by each of us: that's why it lasts forever.

Second Rule Of Good Luck:
Many are those who want Good Luck, but few are those willing to pursue it.

Third Rule of Good Luck:
If you have no Good Luck now, it might be because you're under the usual conditions.
To have Good Luck, you must create new conditions.

Fourth Rule of Good Luck:
Finding new conditions for Good Luck does not mean looking for our own benefits only.
Creating conditions, helping others, makes Good Luck more likely to appear.

Fifth Rule of Good Luck:
If you postpone the creation of new conditions, Good Luck never arrives.
Creating new conditions is sometimes hardwork, but... do it today!

Sixth Rule of Good Luck:
Sometimes, even under the seemingly right conditions, Good Luck doesnt arrive.
Look for the seemingly unnecesary but indispensable conditions in the small details.

Seventh Rule of Good Luck:
To those who only believe in chance, creating conditions seems absurd.
Those who create conditions are not worried about chance.

Eighth Rule of Good Luck:
Nobody can sell you Good Luck.
Good Luck cannot be sold.
Do not trust those who sell Luck.

Ninth Rule of Good Luck:
After creating all the conditions, be patient, don't quit.
For Good Luck to arrive, have faith.

Tenth Rule Of Good Luck:
Creating Good Luck consists in preparing conditions for opportunity.
But opportunity has nothing to do with luck or chance, it is always there.

Moral:
Creating Good Luck consists only in...creating the conditions.

The New Origin of Gook Luck:
Since creating Good Luck involves creating conditions...
Good Luck depends only on you.
Starting tomorrow, you can also create Good Luck.

The Good Luck Story:
...never comes to you by chance.

yeah..thats all there is to Good Luck.. yeh im applying as much as i can.. although many times i felt discouraged.. i felt like giving up..
but somehow.. inside me theres someone telling me dont give up, have faith.. even if its gonna take another 2 years or even 4 years.. lol.. im gonna be patient.. =]..

P.S. i wonder why, tears just automatically flows out when i was staring at the tag.. sigh.. :)

♥ Monday, July 27, 2009

i wonder how long has it been..
its not like im used to it or not..
i duno whats up with me..
I am worried, I feel anxiety..
because I can’t get close nor try to talk to you..
If you're happy with how you are right now..
thats probably where you should belong..
you deserve so much more then me..
but no matter..
how hard..
how tiring..
how painful..
this journey may be for me..
even if im getting ignored..
even if im crying alone..
even when i cry out to you..
even when times i feel like dying..
i'll keep going..
for so much effort we been putting in..
for so much we gone through..
for so much we argued..
for so much so much so much..
I'll try to reach you somehow...
Giving up doesnt mean giving up..
Giving up means giving each other another chance.

if you are wondering wads up with the empty space.. thats JUST for show.. *believe me?* =] Before you do anything rash.. think again before you are gonna do something to the empy space..

please dont think that im good. in fact im worse than wad you can think of me thanks =]..

after all.. happy times are meant to share.. while the opposite is meant to be coped alone.. i dun wan to affect you but.. i duno how to say all these out so ill just post them out... =]

♥ Monday, July 27, 2009

Hmm alright.. yeah after my birthay for the next few weeks i really felt like breaking down or somewhat.. i really.. duno whats up with me.. i lack of confidence, self-esteem, insensitiveness, security, trust in others. im trying to work on it.. i know its not easy.. i know it might not even work out.. but im trying.. im really tired, im really drained out of my life.. but im going on cause i believe this is all worth it..

P.S. wonder issit weird for me to say this but please dont think im good please. whatever happened is cause of my immaturity and stupidness. ok.. Just like my horoscope, cancer, i got a HARD shell surrounding me.. lol but on the inside im all fragile and weak.. just like RL- im "strong" and wall is surrounding me but once you managed to get inside you will know how weak i am. but sadly if you managed to :).. yeah so.. let me start.. i hope you guys dont get wad i mean cause i oso duno what im typing >_>..

Day 23 of july - oh well.. 23.. such nice number.. i wonder.. how is she.. hais.. probably to her this is just a normal meaningless day liao.. sigh.. oh well..

Day 21 of july - had our OB presentation.. hahaha.. to me kind of failure.. shesssh.. im photocopy machine and lab assistance.. lol.. screwed everything up LOL.. Sorry guys!!!! =/

Day 18 of july - lol went out shopping wtih weishen =D.. haha.. sure is weird.. haha but ok la.. met him at bugis.. then went street shop shop.. got myself 3 bemudas.. 1 belt.. then headed over to sim lim to buy his gaming keyboard G15? lol.. rich fellow.. then headed over to somerset to buy my four leave clover charm =].. yeah.. quite ex but its worth it =].. then wee headed over to cine to shop awhile, then to heeren to shop, then walked all the way to far east and buy my shoe. lol.. haha.. then had dinner at Hans... my first time dining there..lol.. then we're off going home lol~... thanks alot weishen =]

ah.. thats all i can rmb.. sorry guys.. =x hehe

that sums it all wad i have been up to for the past few weeks~~

♥ Sunday, July 26, 2009

well, yo people. its been quite some time since i last blogged. Well... not that i dont wanna post, or not that i dont have the time for it... probably be because theres too much on my mind that i dont wanna post. i wonder what will happen to me if i finish this whole post. yeah this whole post will be on my birthday chalet.. where there were many times i nearly brokedown.. crap right..? 18 birthday.. liddat.. where it only happen once and thats it..

Alright continuation from the preivous post. Where i stated i was waiting for my mum to come and drive me there~

Hmm, well its kind of irritating you see... she came back at 230+ -_-.. then started preparing stuff again >_>.. god.. waited till 330 or so before we went.. loaded everything onto the car gosh sure was packed.. haha.. went over to fetch my cousins and headed over to chalet.. reached there like 430 or so.. sigh.. then waited for the key while everyone helped to unload the stuff.. oh yeah finally we're in =D.. straight went up to the room and on the aircon lol.. was freaking warm.. alala.. then started you know doing all the normal thing people should do... then went over to rent the bbq pit with my little cousin lol.. alright finally everything settled! sat there.. watching the tv while waiting for people to come over... hmm.. well should i say im tired at the point of time or not? im not sure..

finally ard 520+ first person came~ sacchi! haha he came straight from school how nice =]..then went outside and chat, haha.. sure is sad, the things he asked.. i duno what to say or how to say.. you guys should know what i mean <_<... alright.. waited till 6 or so before we started working on the bbq pit lol =x.. somehow im just fooling around playing with whatever i held.. then next one came rosanne! haha, wanted to gratz me for turning 18 but TOO BAD my hand was dirty =x... kakaka.. of cause she helped out with the bbq pit =x.. 3 of us messing around =x.. after 30mins still nothing IIRC... hehe then third one came!!! weibin!!.. haha, lets see.. while the 3 of us are working on the pit he's up stairs doing RJ =x.. alright.. kaka.. finally after DUNNO how long we got the fire up and burning..

The sky was like ahem...dark? =x.. yeah we started bbq-ing.. while sacchi and weibin were playing with prawns.. seeing who can peel the slowest -_-.. obviously is weibin lol.. hmm finally they stopped! bbq-ing etc etc.. my mum left to pass the car to my uncle and to bring some stuff from home.. then.. not sure.. around 8+, finally their "surprise" is in the motion =x.. hahaha... i was supposed to be blind-folded.. really that sucks.. really couldnt see at all.. they brought me to the park or whatever you call it... left me standing there LOL.. at first i duno why >_>.. alright nvm.. then slowly one by one they went off to help those who are preparing the surprise =x.. yeah even my cousins went too

sigh.. left me alone there.. and i started walking around.. amazing how i nearly knocked into some trees.. sad.. i dun know whats going in my mind at that point.. probably just thinking hmm sad that you're not there to guide me or wad? lol~ hmm then i anyhow wander around the area.. by following the edge of the path.. to make sure that i dun knock or fall.. sure took them long enough.. seriously i was getting dizzy already.. probably im really tired? lets see.. yeah finally they led me to where the surprise was.. at first i thought they were gonna throw stuff at me.. kind of scare you know.. somemore being blind-folded.. hais..

alright finally im released!! opened my eyes and saw wads infront of me.. haha.. sure is nice..beautiful thanks people! of cause something else came across my mind but nvm =].. sang song.. and then made me blow out ALL the candles -_- from some distance.. it was seriously DAMN tiring.. it took me quite some time to finish all.. why? there's a last man standing candle no matter how hard i try it just wont ~____~.. hais.. finally i did it.. out of breathe, sweating, even more dizzy LOL.. oh forgot to introduce those who were there! they were Edmond, Jasmine, Jia Xuan. haha Thanks thanks and many more thanks =x.. sorry for those who got their hand burned or wad :).. hehe took some group photos and headed back to the chalet.. lol.. finally... lucky the fire was still burning.. alright everyone started chit chatting and bbq-ing.. lol.. helping people in whatever i can.. wonder why is birthday boy doing all these? cause i just wanna do it? hehe.. yeah.. then slowly.. finally found a breaktime to sit inside with them and chat abit..

Im telling you guys this okay~
well yeah.. they told me they dint managed to get a present for me cause they dint know what to get.. lol.. then they took out a present out of no where while saying duno what to get for me.. i was ?_?.. they wanted to know what kind of reaction i would have on my face when i received the gift.. looking at the plastic bag, saw young generation -___-.. i wonder what kind of childish gift they got for me.. i seriously duno what issit until i turn over to the other side.. and saw the name.. should i say i already guessed what the present was? no need opening i already knew what it was.. :) thanks.. yeah and so they told me to go up to have some time alone.. alright fine fine looking at their faces.. i went up.. cant expect me to breakdown in front of you guys right?

well on my way up.. i saw some stuff lol.. that made me feeling worse.. sigh.. alright... went up read through it.. looked at the gift.. tried not to take too much time.. well... dont wanna make them worry.. yeah.. went down smiling with the usual smile i have and started chatting or bbqing cant remember.. then yeah yanling and yongquan came! soon after is dickson! haha.. everyone sure is having fun after all hardly we have such gathering.. so i was planning to use my chalet as a chance for all to get together.. hehe.. yeah..

slacked around, tried to hold everything in me as much as possible.. moving up and down.. the more i walk the worse i get.. i mean.. dizzy lol.. yeah tired.. then.. took pictures here and there with each others.. laughing as much as i could.. =]... someone tried to sleep i die die just wont let him do so LOL.. =].. hmm.. yeah.. weishen came too! haha.. forgot when he came in so sorry!

time sure flies.. some gotta go home.. it was quite late at that time already.. jasmine went home~ dickson went to look for his gf~? the rest all stayed behind =x.. then adrian came! haha.. one joker arrived =x.. haha.. looking at how he disturb everyone =x sure bring back memories hehe.. yeah.. sat there looking at one other fooling around xD.. i guess at that point of time im downstairs bbqing.. no im EATING! hahah... then went up awhile lol.. then duno what time it was already.. my parents went back.. left the few of us there haha..

carried the tables which were outside in.. locked the door.. some stuff happened..whatever dont wanna talk about it.. then.. send jx to take taxi and walked back to the chalet.. where everyone bathed and such.. and we started playing with poker.. stupid idiotic game.. damn you yong quan.. seriously DAMN YOU.. i dun wanna talk about it! >:(.. haha.. a game where i tio to do everything twice for such a LONG time lol...then finally we finished that game... hais.. yeah my birthday ended and she never came lol~... wonder what shes doing how she was.. is she enjoying blablabla whatever you can think of

Day 2 of chalet lol
yeah then slowly one by one everyone started to drop.. same goes for me.. in the morning watched one by one woke up and the noise level started to increase lol.. they asked if anyone wana go eat breakfast.. at first i dun wanna go i wanna sleep.. seriously damn tired.. yet another 2hrs plus of sleeep i believe to last me throughout the day.. alright nvm.. in the end i went.. lol.. left edmond wb and rosanne there.. ahaha.. lets see.. bought breakfast back where everyone sat tgt and ate lol..afte that not long my parents came.. the few of us.. infact all la.. were slacking all the way in the room lol then i remembered i need to renew the bbq pit so i went over.. then i guess i went to bath again.. cause my poly frens coming..

yeah they did at 3+ lol.. teckkoon and angeline first came lol~.. how nice only the 3 of us were wearing our BIT shirt TT.. nvm we started playing poker ignoring the rest who were above lol..sian la i always lose =x.. being with that 2 couple almost all the time i really feel like breakingdown lol.. alright.. then ah jian came! lol..emo kia sit outside dun wanna go in -_-.. finally duno what made him change his mind to go up lol.. and then weijie came!!! lol.. yeah and continued with our poker.. haha.. finally also around 6+ we played with the bbq pit again! this time round it was much more tiring..

yeah we really played lol.. ashes EVERYWHERE.. hands damn tired..kept fanning the fire one by one.. serious this is a good training for your hand lol.. and YAH finally got the fire up and burning lol.. our hardwork finally paid off.. PHEW... yeah we started bbqing while the rest continued to stay in the room and slack.. yeah im serving them like woohoo.. like a maid LOL.. haha but ok la i enjoy.. but somehow each time i went up.. my body gets heavier.. i feel as though my soul is leaving my body or wad.. lol.. then koh con and jinkang came.. haha.. another 3 =D.. and they bought cakes.. hahah.. 3 in total LOL.. when i see the fridge.. i was er...nvm..

then started to mix around them haha.. then weibin and adrian came out to talk.. yeah i joined out of no where.. lol.. adrian told me something.. but yeah.. i duno how to reply or answer.. about her.. not coming blabla.. i duno.. i just dont wanna breakdown okie~.. then.. answer back nodnod.. and went back to bbq.. haha.. yeah.. then continued with my serving moving up and down.. then rosanne came! yes another rosanne please.. then led her up to put her bag.. haha.. then went down everyone started chit chatting.. haha.. sad la some couldnt come.. but its okay.. i received your wishes so Thanks people... then it was about time for my second round of celebration.. it was kind of embarasssing.. every where around me is singing while we were preparing.. lol.. and i got 3 cakes infront of me... i was kind of down.. i duno why.. probably cause.. both shes not there lol.. oh well.. cant help it.. gotta hold it no matter wad.. hehe~

finally, done with all preparation.. then everyone gathered.. i still gotta remind those who were up there twice -_-.. i was already pissed off somewhat lol.. then took pictures one by one group by group.. and they sang song again.. hahaha...i made the same wish for both.. =x... it somewhat is coming true lol.. well.. glad it is.. =].. well then blow out all 3 candles at one go again -.-...

yeah cut cake kind of busy you see.. its kind of sad.. to see no one coming up to help me with it you know.. only weibin.. sigh.. i got no comments.. its obvious my attitude towards sec/poly is totally different lol.. ok finally messing around im done with giving the cakes lol.. 3 cakes were JUST NICE for everyone present lol.. hehe.. ^^v

then some asked for second serving xD.. i didnt care how big the second serving was and just gave them =D.. poor poly frens lol.. then right after that i went to sec side.. and here wads the game started...

looking at edmond face i know.. i told him wan play right just play la.. and immediately a cake was smashed on my face LOL... one by one.. haha.. that stupid adrian really went all out lol.. - Please watch the video i uploaded on facebook for a better understanding -
some cake actually got into my nose TT.. hard time cleaning.. everyone laughing lol... then after that poly side leaving.. oh well.. ok ba.. thanks guy =]...

next after cleaning and clearing up the area... im being carried to the next scene... god damit.. why so many people around.. shessh.. ok for more details - Please watch the video i uploaded on facebook for a better understanding -
haha i was thrown into the pool despite the No Entry Sign lol..

alright then im up for the third task which i TOTALLY dun wanna say about it.. =x.. i also dun wanna upload that #%&#)%&# video..

hehe.. then went back i straight away bath lol... then went up and join them.. they said they wanted to go out and walk.. so yeah ok lo.. then... waited.. and waited.. till like... 1230? finally we all started walking out.. lol.. from downtown walked to paris park? cant remember which one.. went over to play at the spider web area.. hais.. it was quite a quiet walk.. my mind.. was all about her lol..

alright then finally we headed back..the door was locked sad.. called my mum to open it.. i went to bath again.. sticky you see.. lol.. then watch edmond play dota.. while the rest were all dying liao.. haha.. and i sneak up to sleep LOL.. hahaha basically thats all.. then goldy and jian left at 6+.. oh well..

Day 3 of chalet lol
everyone cmi.. mum nagging to wake everyone up cause its time to book out.. haha.. sorry guys =x.. hehe well yeah basically thats all guys..

this is wad roughly from what i can recall guys.. sorry for posting after 2-3 weeks..
thanks alot guys.. for everything.. although i was gonna breakdown at certain time.. =].. but overall i did enjoy despite some unpleasant stuff happened.. Thanks guys. =]

P.S. i can tell you when the clock strike 12 you were always on my mind. looking out at every corner visible to me. wondering if i can catch a glimpse of you. yeah.. ended up. no matter what i wont give up. no matter what i'll keep trying. no matter what i'll keep waiting. even if you ignore my sms. even if you reject me countless time. yeah im sad. I dint get to see that smile even for the last time lol. why whenever i think of this i just wanna cry.. shessh.. can see that you're happy right now.. probably thats where you belong ba. haha.. probably you found someone new i duno.. i wanna be honest and say it out lol.. I LOVE YOU =D, Im WAITING =D, sure is painful but im willing to go through all these. I duno what keeping me going but it could only probably be that thing =]..

alright ill start posting on some random stuff that happened for the past few weeks.. so yeah.. gimme some time..

and if you are wondering why you cant enter my blog.. cuz i change the URL lol~ i added one more "e" behind my life(e) see? xD hehe

♥ Sunday, July 26, 2009

sigh, today is my bdae. yet i duno why im feeling this way.. i feel like crying.. i duno why.. this totally suck.. wads up... sigh... i wonder how will everything turn out later.. good? bad? soso?... sigh...

just let me roughly summarize wad happened the past 2 or 3 days ba..

Day 1 of july, went out to watch Transformer with Jx Mond Rosanne and Wb. lol. met up with mond on bus and headed over to amk hub. hais... the show was at 630pm. watched till 915pm or so? the movie was alright la.. i think there will be a part 3? since that badass is still not dead yet.. haha...after that... everyone went home lol...

Day 2 of july Thursday, hmm yesterday ar... practically stayed at home whole day till 12am where people started sending me happy birthday etc etc. slacked till 130am plus plus.. wanted to go and sleep de.. then edmond-chan called me to ask me out to chit chat.. ok lo.. i couldnt stay being at home alone. sigh.. met him at around 230.. went over to a playground at rivervale plaza and sat there.. chit-chat all the way till like 330 plus? many things were said, and finally said out.. sigh.. this group of frens.. hais.. no comments... =x... haha dint know edmond got that side of him hahaha... no regrets right? =]..then edmond buey dong need go toliet we left there.. went over to his block voiddeck and continued. that was around like 4.10am? lol.. chat and chat.. and he needed to go to toliet again -_-... fine went over to his house.. stayed there chit chat and listened to him sing song there.. lol.. hmm... then... until around 530am.. we started to move again.. haha going home lo.. by the time i reached home it was like 555am? bath and such was alrdy 615am le... went to bed.. fell asleep at 630am?

Day 3 of july friday, woke up at 8.25am.. lol..pathetic 2 hours of sleep.. hahaha... im damn tired right now.. real freaking tired... hais... went to school, felt like crying on the bus omg. lol.. i duno why.. hais..well nothing much happened in the earlier part of the day.. right now im still waiting for my mum to return to drive me to chalet lol..

this is gonna be one of a hell journey for me. =x gonna go chalet with such headache and chest pain... will i survive..? lol

♥ Friday, July 03, 2009

This post might be random, i may be not making sense or whatsoever so thats your problem if you get lost somewhere in this post hehehe!

Hello everyone!! Been quite some time since i last blog =x. Sorry about that. Lazy =D. Heehee, alright since now i got some free kill to kill before going out to watch movie, let me try to blog AS MUCH AS i can =]. So at least you know whats happening to me... alright=].

Sigh, my health seems to be in a pretty bad shape. My chest been hurting ever since the start of my second week of holiday till now. And im having constant headaches every day. Why? chest pain couldnt be lack of sleep but probably for headache yes. sigh i really dont know whats happening with me. Gosh.. yeah seems like my eyebag is out. yesterday i stared into the mirror looking at my eyebag LOL.. aww i dun look nice with eyebag =/... that SUCKK

Alright lets start with Yesterday~ 30 of june. Hmm if i dint remember wrongly, barely had 4 hours of sleep for the day.. sigh.. yeah sleepy in the later part of the day. Had marketing first then follow by apel and OB. Sigh, during Apel i asked teacher why am i chosen for the "Mini Open House" business. she die die dun wan reply me. When i told her about there's gonna be a skit. she said good what -___-. she said shes confident in me and what who knows maybe i got some HIDDEN POTIENTAL in acting or what LOL. Then say what cause i've been through one year of BIT i should understand quite alot on the modules of my course, but actually NOT. when i heard that i was totally -____- Yes although i've been through 1 year but so? that doesnt mean im good ma =/... just like one of the pictures she showed us during the lesson.
"Married for so long i should know my husband well. No you dont" this lo hais..

alright nvm then headed and slacked till our OB start.. i was practically sleeping the whole lesson. no choice real tired.. couldnt take it. eyes hurting and damn dry.. sigh.. yeah got back my result for OB mid sem test. WOW cant believe i actually scored 31/40 WOW... amazing for someone like me.. well probably just luck.. oh well...

Day 29 of june, monday~~~ went for Bus stats lecture after that went to eat with the usual bunch of ppl. man i was DAMN DAMN irritated by angeline xP. KEPT asking me wanna go see North-Korean Guy anot. Wa piang ask and ask and ask. Poor teckkoon. Your GF see you until sian liao. want go see other guys liao =x. HOHO... you better take care wor =x. hehehehe..then headed over for business stats tutorial.. yeah got back my result as well. WOW 35/40. another shocking news LOL. slacker like me who dun do tutorial still can pass. probably just luck again. yeah it shld be. guess im running out of luck.. hais..

Day 26 of june, friday~~~ nothing much happened on that day ba.. i forgot which day i got back my OTBS result. but i FAILED FAILED so ************* LOL.. 11.5/50 OMFG... hais... oh well.. nothing to say... programming? i suck in it.. sigh.. forget it dontwanna talk about it!!!!!!!!!!

Day 25 of june, thursday~~~ hmm only had one lesson on EVERY thursday.. stupid CDS 4-6pm.. glad to know that.. for the following two weeks there wont be any lesson WOOHOOOO. why? teacher went for ironmen =D... GOOD LUCK teacher!!! =x

Day 24 of june, wednesday~~~ hmm one lesson as well. 11-1pm lol~ nothing much happened so whatever~~~~~~~

Day 23 of june, tuesday~~~ sigh 23 eh.. oh well... nothing i can do. alright got back my marketing result.. wow amazing i just pass! woohoo... so happy! hehehe... 25/50. hohohoho... xD then nothing much happened that day. just had 3 hours of break gosh.. super boring... xD

Day 22 of june, monday~~~ nothing much as well.. same as 29 of june. lol had our presentation for our project. who was randomly picked out by calling out number =x.. haha heng i nvr tio. looking at everyone's expression.. its god freakingfunny =x...

Alright thats all for what happened from the start of school till now.

Next up probably the holiday?

Day 19 of june, friday~~~ Hmm lets see, went over to marina square for sakae! First time there, my first time was given to teckkoon for his MINI birthday celebration party. hahaha... i was kind of FULL =/. couldnt eat much. yet that couple wanna compete see who can eat the most. wa piang.. of cause i lost. LOL.. im was like wayyy behind them? =x... monster sia... those 2 >_>.. hahaha.. sad the surprise was a failure cause joleyn's voice too loud LOL... alright after that bye bye to them, went home resst awhile and headed over to edmond-chan house for our long awaited mahjong session? aww that totally sucked. i lost $27 LOL.. so sad... totally so sad... hais... oh well nothing i can do about it.. whatever~~~~...

Day 18 of june, thursday~~~ ARGH, went over to do marketing project..? OMG i cant rmb.. SHIT =x... i think so ba.. lol... should be.. then after that went over to tamp-1 to buy my new jacket lol.. yeah.. can anyone guess HOW many jackets do i have now? think carefully wor...

Day 15-17 of june, monday - wednesday~~~ was at Rosanne's chalet. First night dint stay cause was real fucked up, irritated, annoyed. alright dont wanna talk about it. rmb i slept at 5am that day LOL. suppose to meet up at 11am but ended up met up at 3pm or 4pm cant rmb LOL... cause i couldnt wake up..previous few days i barely had one hour of sleep... i duno why.. dont ask me please.. then yeah stayed for the second night.. well.. still able to have fun la.. despite what happened on the first day..

i didnt sleep at all the second night =/... we were taking photos and such. and it kinds of pissed me off. especially bear, wtf? cant u just cooperate and take pictures? with your poly fren u take until so song with us you like some POS? -_- nvm.. played mahjong and such.. then until everyone went to bed =x.. and i became the Daddy for that day!! i did some "spring" cleaning. =x packing stuff this and that... from 5+ till 7 i think.. finally im done LOL... the before and after look is soooo different hahaha.. =].. then i sat at the stairs listening to songs...until 7.41 am goldy came out..cause he said its too cold or wad..? after about an hour he went back in to sleep... yeah i continued with my music =x... all the way non stop.. till 1030 the second one to come out after er.... lets make it 3 hours ba... xDD then something happened =x. hehee.... *grin* then the third one who came out was bear! 1130 LOL... dont ask me how i remember.. thats just how i am D=...

Alright i guess this is pretty much what happened during the holiday~

Hmm lets see.. for the past few weeks, i usually will stare into the sky when im alone, thinking where are you, how are you, are you happy right now, what you doing. lol. yeah pretty much a daily routine ba.. even up till now.. hahaha.. pathetic piecce of shit ass me. =x.. oh well.. somehow even no matter how i try... My feelings with no destination.. where will they end up /=.. im scared.. hahahahahahahahahaha... im not laughing.

Oh well guess im done for today!!! Just a few more days, where ill say..... *to be continued after that day xP*

alright, time to start preparing to go over to amk hub and watch transformer.. so many movies i missed out cause that certain no one to accompany me and watch =/.. sigh.. HAHAHAHA alright thats all BYE

Smile alright :)
bing~

♥ Wednesday, July 01, 2009