Hmm alright.. yeah after my birthay for the next few weeks i really felt like breaking down or somewhat.. i really.. duno whats up with me.. i lack of confidence, self-esteem, insensitiveness, security, trust in others. im trying to work on it.. i know its not easy.. i know it might not even work out.. but im trying.. im really tired, im really drained out of my life.. but im going on cause i believe this is all worth it..

P.S. wonder issit weird for me to say this but please dont think im good please. whatever happened is cause of my immaturity and stupidness. ok.. Just like my horoscope, cancer, i got a HARD shell surrounding me.. lol but on the inside im all fragile and weak.. just like RL- im "strong" and wall is surrounding me but once you managed to get inside you will know how weak i am. but sadly if you managed to :).. yeah so.. let me start.. i hope you guys dont get wad i mean cause i oso duno what im typing >_>..

Day 23 of july - oh well.. 23.. such nice number.. i wonder.. how is she.. hais.. probably to her this is just a normal meaningless day liao.. sigh.. oh well..

Day 21 of july - had our OB presentation.. hahaha.. to me kind of failure.. shesssh.. im photocopy machine and lab assistance.. lol.. screwed everything up LOL.. Sorry guys!!!! =/

Day 18 of july - lol went out shopping wtih weishen =D.. haha.. sure is weird.. haha but ok la.. met him at bugis.. then went street shop shop.. got myself 3 bemudas.. 1 belt.. then headed over to sim lim to buy his gaming keyboard G15? lol.. rich fellow.. then headed over to somerset to buy my four leave clover charm =].. yeah.. quite ex but its worth it =].. then wee headed over to cine to shop awhile, then to heeren to shop, then walked all the way to far east and buy my shoe. lol.. haha.. then had dinner at Hans... my first time dining there..lol.. then we're off going home lol~... thanks alot weishen =]

ah.. thats all i can rmb.. sorry guys.. =x hehe

that sums it all wad i have been up to for the past few weeks~~

♥ Sunday, July 26, 2009