i wonder how long has it been..
its not like im used to it or not..
i duno whats up with me..
I am worried, I feel anxiety..
because I can’t get close nor try to talk to you..
If you're happy with how you are right now..
thats probably where you should belong..
you deserve so much more then me..
but no matter..
how hard..
how tiring..
how painful..
this journey may be for me..
even if im getting ignored..
even if im crying alone..
even when i cry out to you..
even when times i feel like dying..
i'll keep going..
for so much effort we been putting in..
for so much we gone through..
for so much we argued..
for so much so much so much..
I'll try to reach you somehow...
Giving up doesnt mean giving up..
Giving up means giving each other another chance.

if you are wondering wads up with the empty space.. thats JUST for show.. *believe me?* =] Before you do anything rash.. think again before you are gonna do something to the empy space..

please dont think that im good. in fact im worse than wad you can think of me thanks =]..

after all.. happy times are meant to share.. while the opposite is meant to be coped alone.. i dun wan to affect you but.. i duno how to say all these out so ill just post them out... =]