2) either going to work and going back home from work.

yeah my life is pretty dull, boring, plain. well cant help it. Im the one who caused myself to be in this state. oh well.

Alright let me just post something random. TOTAL randomness!

Hmm alright, its been erm.. 4 months soon to be 5 months since i went botak. Well yeah i did get a haircut a few weeks back cuz its totally out of shape for my head xP. Right now its growing back! Please hair grow fast! well guess some of you know some of you dont... right now im trying to change hairstyle. trying something new for me at least : Bangs? issit the way you ppl spell this? probably~

so yeah im trying out =s but from wad i can imagine, its gonna be a disaster! =x

alright next! finally i got my payroll! woohoo. well althou i barely earned much well its still better then nothing! When receiving, looking at jx's sum.. i was like 0_0.. looking at mine.. the difference.. oh well no hard feelings =x. i chose not to work like her -workaholic- =x haha right now i wondering wad am i saving for.. usually in the past i always save cuz of __. But right now, whats the purpose of me saving? In the past usually i always buy double or twice the shares of something something. Now.. whenever i wanna buy things i feel kinda.. weird.. sigh nvm NEXT!

Hmm lets see... Oh thats right, i found something quite true. Something JX told me. Guess what? I'm Destine to wait. no matter wad im always waiting, and more waiting. At first when she told me this i was kind of denying it. But reflecting, recalling and remembering all the things in the past, present and near future i seems to be always waiting.

*Always waiting, now this leads me to think of the song "Always Online" by JJ. Crap why dont he compose a song "Always waiting" for me =x sorry not trying to be **** *

ok back to topic, finally since last year i watched Detective Conan movie 12. I've been anticipating for the release of movie 13 : The Raven Chaser! Yes its finally out a few days back. Right now im waiting for the sub version to be released! woohoo cant wait for it man! Actually im quite a fan of Detective Conan ever since i was young =x... wahaha.. ok NEXT!

Alright recently im really pissed off by some of them. Whether they know it themselves or not. Im not gonna say it. They should clearly know who they are. Yeah probably we're frens for so long, so you think its okay to be liddat? lol.. pathetic.. probably the one whose pathetic is me. whatever.. ok NEXT

Hmm seems like i've been putting on some EXTRA fats on my tummy. crap FUCK THIS SHIT! MAN.. if this goes on, no one will wan me. T_T.. hey im a boy in his youth peak TT its natural for me to worry about these things man! well, probably its pretty obvious theres only one who i want. sadly no others are in my eyes. Oh well.. seems like i better start going back to my routine jogging at night.

*If im free, SO FREE, i might draw out the route i always jog =x*

OK NEXT

Lets see whats there to NEXT.. oh ok.. seems like for the past 3-4 days i've been having constant stomachachesssss. It feels like my intestines are being pulled or somewhat. There are times its TOTALLLLLY UNBEARRRRRRABLEEEE. Ahhh, and the chest pain is hurting all over again! I went to see doctor with mond a few weeks back.. but the doctor said it was due to the muscle hurting. wtf? i did x-ray too. hmm the doc said my chest was alright nothing's wrong ?!?!?! sigh i cant help it to worry... oh well.. ok NEXT

Hmm i wonder.. when will i be able to complete this work im supposed to complete. Working on it alone is the only way. But it hurts too much to work on it as well. just by typing this paragraph makes me wanna cry. sigh.. but i can say i wont give up making.. it might take some time.. but when i complete it.. ill post a picture of it and show you guys.. sigh.. hope everything will be able to pass to __.. OK NEXT

Actually there's no more next cuz i cant think of any =s... hehe.. alright! Ill keep you guys updated AMAP ASAP!

Anyway guys if you noticed my bing_bing_bing.livejournal please DONT visit it ><.. Im trying to figure livejournal's function ><.. the current 2 posts inside it PLEASE IGNORE IT PLEASE! =x

Thats it peeps! Its 4.38am NOW! I guess i better get some sleep! Nites all!

Gal Good luck!