its almos just left with 24 hours to 2010. Sigh, what can i say about this? Can i say that I'm happy? Can I say that 'bad' times finally gonna pass? No. Obviously that will be lying to myself no?

Right, i can still recall about last year's Xmas and New year celebration so clearly. Dint expect time to fly pass this time round. Which is a totally different feelings and emotions having to go through. It really sucks to the core please.

And just something to share. I had another dream just now while i was napping from 8-11. Yeah as probably you guys expected i dream of her. Sigh, it felt so real, finally "some sort of reconciliation" or what. I get to hug her OMG. i was like totally OMG and was crying so badly in my dreams, which somehow ended up making me cry while sleeping. That was how i woke up ~_~. Sigh..

Pathetic me? Sad well i guess I'm heavily dependent on people. Nothing much for me to say.

Right so during countdown I'll be heading over to the park there. Maybe some of you know where it is maybe not. Well whatever. If you wanna find me feel free that is if only you can find me. I'll be in one of the three parks. No idea sad enough but true enough i dont really wanna spend it with others rather then her :S. Yeah so.. Wondering where sengkang parks are? ask around :).

Im saying it here because well, even if you guys managed to read this it doesnt make any difference cuz it will be WAY over New year already. so its probably just a "watever la you wanna do this to yourself your prob". Right ?

Alright thats all for today. Probably will update after the countdown or what. Let me hope that there isnt much ppl there tml.

Thats all ppl. Nites!