Yep 2010, welcome! Ended 2009 in tears Welcomed 2010 in tears as well. Well yeah seriously, 2009 was too much for me to handle. Sigh.

Theres something i wanted to say, but.. after knowing something i guess it doesnt really matters anymore. Guess its better not to say after all this is a 0 viewer blog xP. Haha.

Right dint expect theres fireworks at the park. Kind of surprised. But oh well although it was not as amazing as those out in the town but at least i get to enjoy it, although i had blurry vision due to *crying* lol. but whatever.

Yeah, so if you guys are wondering what i wanna say, try asking me F2F lol. maybe ill say maybe not. Oh well.

I dun know how 2010 will be a good one to me. Or will it be worse? Sigh no one can say for sure. So if you're asking me what about those "waiting for her" you said etc etc. Well i wonder am i still able to wait or not. Sigh.

i really really hate this feeling, the emptiness, shessh... plus somewhat the blood are all gushing up my brain. Im real tired experiencing this feeling.

Somehow for me right now, a hug from the one i love will be the best. Sadly there isnt any one that can do it now.

Right. Thats all folks. I'll find sometime out to sort of my blog/journal. Till then, good luck all. Enjoy. Have fun with your love ones.

bingg

sayonara.